What makes your rising sun so new?

"What makes your rising sun so new?"

It is question that pop up in my mind a few weeks ago. I have been thinking what I really want to do after my course, I know 3 years might be still long but If you really think about it, it isn't that long if you really think about it. I believe deeply in my heart that someone, somewhere and somehow need me to be there for a certain purpose in the future, and I know that purpose is deep in my heart.It exist for a certain reason as well.

It was today when I visited a secondary school to propose a project to run in their school and a kid in his uniform with the cheerful look on his face, where you are able to see that the joy of his is pure. He waved at me and smile like there are no worries or pains in the world, I waved back and smile at him and walked down the stairs. When I think back about this kid, it struck me hard while I was packing my things in campus to go back home, it is something I would want to see even when they grow up to their adult life. It reminds me of what I want contribute to the society and my goals in life, sometimes I tend to fight for certain things that are not in line with my goals or try to do something just to make my resume attractive and most of the time I am just trying to achieve something that the world is up to. I guess is a wake up call for me. There are many lives out there to be save even as I am typing this now, there might be one kid on the verge of death due to certain disease/war/hunger or it might be the living condition.

Who will be there to help and care for them? Who are there to save them? Who are there to teach them? Who? It is useless if we feel sympathy for them because we are not helping them at all and if sympathy is what we feel and it ends there, it is a selfish act of ours because we want the best for ourselves. Am I right?

I hope you realized this.

I just want to see this on their faces =)

In the end, I will do whatever I have promised. Promised.

Dear God,

I hope I have not failed you. Help me to go through this life.

Yours Sincerely,

Peter.

Keep Running

So today was another awesome day. In the afternoon, I went over Avinash's house to book the air ticket to Kota Kinabalu, it took us a while because the credit card couldn't work and it couldn't get through the web. Anyway, this is my first time and also his first time booking air ticket online, and its me and Avinash. What would you expect to happened? Failed. HAHAHA. but thank god, his aunty was there to helped us. Somehow his another aunty tried to use her credit card to book online. AND IT GOT THROUGH. It turns out to be the Credit Card fault =D Anyway, I went back home and took my dinner then went off to jogging. After The 2.3KM-3KM jog, it feels good. You feel like you're unbeatable. Try it. you will know it. Actually, it hard to jog that far because i'm not a person who jogs everyday. Believe me once you do it, You can never say its impossible. Your capability is conceal by your mind. Trust me, push your limit till the impossible zone and you wi

ll never be the same =) I got to go shower now. Adios.

We believe

That's a reason that we're all here

That every doubt will disappear, we believe

We believe

That tomorrow carries something new

And after everything we've been through

We believe

-David Cook(We believe)

Limits

Hello there, Yup. I'm on summer break now, one month left before my semester 2 starts. The past one and a half month was quite good, but not great. The past one and a half month was to reflect on what did went wrong on the first semester and how to improve myself. I had to admit that many things went wrong and I guess I wasn't that discipline. But I will do better next semester, I bet you. Anyway, I have been going to the gym quite often, not because I wanted to go, but I tagged along with my friend. Hahaha. To be honest, at first it was really hard for me to work out because I

was so lazy and stuff. Thanks to Avinash he somehow guided me. I learned to pushed my limit off my comfort zone. I reckon that, I have been in my comfort zone for too long. It really sickening to be too comfortable at times. Breaking your limits is something you have to do in order to achieve something, no doubt.

Yesterday, I watched one of the video where David Blaine talked about how he hold his breath for 17 minutes which break the world record in 2006. He had impressed me how he did this and how persistent he is. At the end of the talk he quoted that, "As a Magician, I try to show things to people that seem impossible. And I think magic whether I'm holding my breath or shuffling a deck of cards is pretty simple: It's practice, it's training and it's experimenting while pushing through the pain to be the best that I can be. And that's what magic is to me". I find it true. The next month is going to be exciting =D

Before I go, I leave you with this, My friends, be audacious with your hope. Never believe that the world can't change. Never believe that you can't change. Picture our hero, Joan of Arc, the patron saint of the dark horse -- the 16-year-old, illiterate, cross-dressing, clairvoyant farm girl leading men into battle. Listen to her adolescent voice calling out, "I am not afraid... I was born to do this." -Jon Foreman.

God bless you.

Semester 0

I guess is the end of the Semester 0, I did learnt a lot. Did I do well? Nope. I think I far better than this. Maybe it was part of God's plan? To be honest, I didn't really depend on him but rather than depending on myself all the time. Sometimes I believed that the minute we take on the responsibly, God quietly stands by to let us experience failure until we decide to seek Him for the answer. Next Semester, I'm putting all my trust in Him, ITS A TEAM GAME =) God, its me and you against semester 1. Bring it on!

Sometimes, faith requires total trust in a future outcome you cannot see.

Lead Me God.

Dreams? Vision? Meaningful life? Christ-likeness? what? how? where? why? and etc. This are the questions I asked God to lead me through everyday and to be one to his will for me, this are the questions that I need God to answer me, but it seems that this are questions that Christians would ask. Opportunity has been knocking on my door, but the question is am I willing to open? To open and leave everything else aside? Why not? Am I too scared? Lack of faith? or am I not willing to let go whatever I have now? Or is there a "Bigger Dream" to chase? And so much more question, but in God I trust. Whatever outcome it turns out to be I still will be grateful and thankful. Lead Me God.

A step closer to the Extraordinary Journey =)

Where is the love?

It's 2.00am 10/02/2011 and I'm still online, but nowadays I'm trying to sleep earlier. Yesterday, I went to Sunway with Lim, Venill, Kin yik, Chris and Yen San. Although all of us burn a hole in our pocket, but its fun to spent time together after a long time. Oh ya not to forget that, Brandon joined us for lunch and without him we wouldn't have the 20% discount. Anyway, we watched The Green Hornet. Not the best movie, but Jay Chou did a great job and Seth Rogen with his sense of humour. And for dinner we went to Ole Ole Bali. The food there was good, but kinda expensive. In the end, all of us have a great time together because this are the moment which makes life so interesting and wonderful. Its been a long time since the last time I listen to Black Eyed Peas and I somehow this song pop-up in my head Where Is The Love? At that moment, I just don't know why the song pop-up in my mind. Somehow it got me thinking about the current situation and of cause according to the bible we are living in the end of time. All those things that shouldn't happen has happened, crime rate going up high like there's no sky, nature disasters, wars and social mayhem. You may think, what difference can I bring to the world? I'm a small light in this Darkness, i'm weak, i'm useless, i'm no good, i'm uneducated, i'm just filling up the space, but let me tell you something. God created you in his image, God created you for a purpose, God created a great man/woman he used you as a model and lots more. Because of you, 1 life is touched and that 1 life touched another 2 life and the process goes on and on, but without you is nothing. Greatness is within you, you got to unlock it. When you are in a dark tunnel or in a total darkness, you will surely find for the light, but what is the light?


Love. Love is what we need.

Keep Climbing

Actually, I wanted to blog something yesterday, But nothing came across my mind and I determined myself to blog today. Anyway, today I went for futsal and somehow my shoe tore. Don't ask me how because I didn't realize until I felt uncomfortable with my shoe because it seems like something is hanging. BUT the best part was overall we won =) 3 MONTHS OLD
Okay now back to the topic, Keep Climbing? To me this two words carry a strong message. But why? The answer is Sean Swarner. Sean isn't just a cancer survivor; he is truly a medical marvel. He is the only person in the world ever to have been diagnosed with both Hodgkin's disease and Askin's sarcoma. He was diagnosed in the fourth and final stage of Hodgkin's disease at the age of thirteen, when doctors expected him to live for no more than three months. He overcame his illness only to be stricken a second time when a deadly golf ball-sized tumor attacked his right lung. After removal of the Askin's tumor, Sean was expected to live for less than two weeks. A decade later, Sean became famous for being the first cancer survivor to climb Mount Everest. Sean had not only conquered Mt. Everest, but 6 other different mountains. One of Sean's quote says, " The human body can survive thirty days without food. The human condition can sustain itself for three days without water, but no human alive can survive for more than thirty seconds without hope". If there is light, there is darkness. No matter what we want to achieve in life, there is always problem/trouble/unwanted circumstance/failure to try to stop us from achieving what we want. But what we need to overcome is the positiveness, the courage, the hope and the strength to fight it. If Sean had overcome cancer and even climbed Mt. Everest, Can you climb The Mountains in your life? Can you inspire others to climb their mountains? If you have a goal or something you want to do, don't wait. Don't tell you can't. Take courage and do it! Sean. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTGi1MhxtEM&feature=channel . Inspiring. God bless.